terrifying to be autistic

it would be terrifying if I had autism. Speech, social interaction, motor coordination are so natural for people, it's hard to imagine you have to teach these things to an autistic speech. I can't imagine being autistic. It is terrifying for me to think that may be the case after my supervisor at the tutoring center in BayFarm said; "from what I am observing, it looks like the autistic spectrum." Even with treatment, sometimes the autistic doesn't improve. They still can't talk, don't interact, are still clumsy. It seems, sometimes, the therapist is just a glorified sitter.